Giving up, foreseeing the path ahead.
Fills my heart with an ache, a feeling of dread.
Consuming myself from the inside out,
My inner demons open their mouths, a deafening shout.
Trying to wear a smile, my patience wearing thin.
Losing a battle, I know I will never win.
Truth be told I am a dreamer,
Is this a reality I do not see?
When can I just feel safe with just being me?
Questions unanswered, silent mouths remain.
Stitching the smile onto the pretty face,
Don’t let me frown!
How many people will I eventually let down?
I fall, I stand, & fall again.
This is the pattern I begin.
I have to get out, there has to be a light at the end.
I keep writing these letters, in hope somehow, someway they will send.
Somehow believing that there is something left inside that I can mend.
Today is a day of reflection as well as hope. I know to many of you, this just seems like any other day. No. Today is THE day. You are alive. You are well. You are a blessing to so many around you. WAKE UP.
I hear so many people complain about how lonely they feel. ( I, too am guilty of this, I get lonely when I am away from my other half.) But the truth is, things could be so much worse. Just when you think that your world is crumbling, it is being built back up again by the people you choose to surround yourself with that love you dearly.
Life makes love, and so many other things look extremely difficult. Trust me. It is only as difficult as you make it. We all have a story behind us. Something that written long ago that shaped you into the individual you are today. You can make it positive, be a strong example for others, or you can choose the other path. The one of self pity, & the “why does this happen to me?”
Sure, all of us could choose to walk through life with a rain cloud hovering over our heads, but why bring the rain to ruin someone else’s sunshine? Do you really want to be that person?
Let me end by saying there is no “1 up pain game” in life. You could be doing so many other things, besides wallowing in your pit of pity.
Be strong, & carry on.
You never know true strength until it is needed. Who knows? You may need to be that shoulder for someone one day. Can you be that person & forget your own worries, & be that shoulder?
Life isn’t about harboring your pain, it is about letting it go.
<3 you all! & have an amazingly blessed weekend, no matter the outcome. :]
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There is no limit to animal abuse. please spread this as far as possible, we’ve only reached 8,739 out of 1,000,000 signatures yet…
*This completely & utterly breaks my heart. Animals are just like us. They come into this world, just as a child would. They are innocent, & just want your love. I pray that this deed does not go unpunished. This makes me enraged, and sick of humans in general. Please, sign this petition. Please. & these creeps deserve max sentence for toturing any poor, innocent, helpless souls. These animals do not have the voice nor the power to say no. Please be the voice for them.
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